Dark parts

We attract, like mirrors
become what they are looking for
and at, in another-
a perpetuating reminder of
what is now
in front of you, at present.
You.

I think some people live in the dark and some people live in the light.  This is an extreme measure of comparison for someone who believes most things in life fall on a gray spectrum.  However, I genuinely believe some people prefer to live in the dark and some people prefer to live in the light- each type of person has sprinkles of humanness where they feel a pure sense of their yin to their yang, but feel it conditionally.

I was thinking about forming connections in the dark stages.  About moments in my life where I have been lost or lonely and how I've looked to find my own mirror- without realizing it.  I was looking for someone who could relate to my dark.  Who felt the same sense of being lost, same sense of being alone- or the type of people who go through life never really knowing who they are- so they aren't aware enough to ask the questions to pull a person out of the darkparts.

And I'm thinking about the moment when you realize you've been living in dark and started relationships in the dark and how we wonder why they don't function as naturally as relationships in the light.  Because someone like me cannot stay in the dark very long and it's where you live- and I'm beginning to see the black turn to gray, and I know the gray will soon turn to white.  The flashing pillars of this deep tunnel have sun spots sneaking between their spaces and I know light is on the way.  And I wonder what we look like in the light?  Or if we can exist in the light?

If we attract what we mirror, must I leave you behind when this Now has ceased?